Two faces of my love

To not feel the pain in this numbness

To let the heart feel it was a tiny scratch

To make me forget your cold words

To start afresh as though nothing happened

I closed my eyes once in such hopes

But your face with such innocence is what I see

The hand that held me through dark nights,

Or the hand that let go through the perfect storm

The words that lit candles of hopes in this heart

Or those words that snuffed out each one you lit

You as my sun giving me warmth

Or as an eclipse that didn't fade away

Innocence portrayed on a deceitful face

The real you as I believed, lost in seconds

Your hearts two sides, one a complete stranger

With my love concealed in the depths

Your two faces I continue to hate and love....

Abyss of my heart

Blankly with no words

In the surging sea, still unaware

Numb with feelings long gone cold

Memories dimming eventually fades away

In this abyss my heart has been drenched...

From this dust till that dawn only one visage

Now and then still the stars do shine down

Yet without your trail everything seems hopeless

Born in this heart , dying as tears in my eyes

My melted heart again frozen to the core

For one wish you couldn't fulfill

Forsaking all the twinkles that could have been mine

I just wished for you to never break my heart

But with anguish now my heart aches

My precious gift scattered to pieces

The lantern you enlightened flickered away

Without healing my scars I continue

Impalpable soul of mine cries within

Till the time of a new dusk

When the red moon passes

And the new moon finally calls me out...

One moment forever

My eyes unable to meet his...

His black eyes piercing through

To see right through me now

I trembled just wanting to stay away

Step by step i was fading away

Yet his one word enough to stop me in my tracks

" I love you " was all i needed to hear

As if he could hear my heart beat

As if he could just read my thoughts

He made his way towards me

One hot breath from his mouth caressing my neck

As he leaned towards holding my arms

Only through tears was i able to answer

I couldn’t stay.... It was just a dream for me

But why do I love him too...

Though his eyes could see me through

Though his one touch made it a fairy tale

Though his love filled my soul

Though this moment was perfect

I never could be his....

Seconds by passing his lips were touching mine

His arms so tight around mine, not wanting to let me go

I felt his love now and i knew it was all i needed for forever

Pulling away from his grip with tears, I ran from him

All I could ever give him was a moment

A moment to savor and to cherish

A fallen angels final tears wishing only bliss for you....

Journey of one

That bird flying above the night sky

The wind that caressed against its wings

The moon that showed it the way

Along with the rustles, the sound of silence

All bundled up, just for the moment…

Soaring high towards the horizon,

A millennium away only it can see its destination

Cold water brushing beneath

With the light of its heart only, it can survive

Fighting its soul, all espy its courage

Storms crushing its will,

Faith was spied be lost in a frail second

Yet the cries of its loved ones, rendered a new hope

In the bruised body, the soul so strong

Just for this one journey all life embraces

Till end comes, to set for the next

Princess of the night.. for you...

The moon sings a lullaby as you rest in my arms

The winds soft hum embodies us tonight

Just to be lost in your eyes is what I want now

Oh, my princess of the night

Never can I tell you how much I love you

For words cannot truly express this heart

Rhythms of our souls have united finally

Forming the perfect harmony heard throughout

The ambience enshrines our love

As the nightingales sing along

I tell you my darling here tonight

I want you forever in my life….

If you knew...

If u knew how much I love u

All the vows wouldn’t have been broken

All the dreams wouldn’t shatter in a flash

All that we had wouldn’t fade away

If u knew how much I need u

You wouldn’t rip out my heart

Give me scars I can’t ever heal

Give me tears which I can’t wipe of

If u knew how much I cared for u

Will u still leave me bleeding?

Take away all my happiness with u

Never think about how your words would hurt me

Will u?????