Nonsensical Tears

For reasons unspoken,

For reasons untold and misunderstood

These damned tears prick and tear out

Shallow and hollow how a soul becomes

When one loses all causes,

And yet cry and cry one’s heart out...

Tugging the bestowed cruelty

With a knot in the stomach too well known

All hell breaks lose too easily

A waterfall destroyed and a reign left too freely

Without any guardian,

Without any grounds to stand on anymore

All one can do is scream and scream the heart out...

Like shrieks from mute lips to deaf ears

Frustration of this sickening silence,

Resounding back nothingness of a dead end

Feelings that swell up right after,

Beckoning nothing but anguish and torment

And all one can do is hurt and hurt more....

Seasonal Love Affair

Palpable the hurt I emit through words

It reaches you, I know

Do you simplify, ignore and rip them apart ?

If not why is their attempt futile ?

Now so sudden, the feelings retained

For once let me revive those moments for  you...

So fragile you, a defiant being were

Noticing your vulnerable soul, I tried!

Building a world where she was condemed from

Comforting you through my wittiness

We had formed a bond of hope

Do you remember ?

A vow tied to my heart that day

To embellish your heart with wishes each season

How naive I sounded,

How obvious the reasoning

You did percieve with all might the reality

Attraction, beguilement or was I bitterly charmed ?

Swift and enigmatic words you sent me

I have lived an affair through them

Until reality called back upon you ?

Vanishing slowly and leaving a lingering trail

Choosing to live with frayed relations?

Soon & tardily I find us back again

Where you were your defiant self

I am a stranger you pass by now and then

Will you ever return my words back to me ?

I am hurt, paining and in agony ...

But you do not realize is that so ?

Forced  now I am to call this and that

A seasonal love affair ?

My Rain

The spirit in the rain calls out

In a faithful torn endearing

It soothes away the harmony

Absolutely nothing more worse,

Than the silence of its craving....

For something like you,

How can I feel pity?

More than one word

More than a thousand

Betrayed brutally by my rain

So it kisses goodbye

Neither you nor I feel anything

Love is beyond feelings

Or is it mere numbness, my love?

Don't drench me, your soul

Walking away, where will you go?

Rain... Mine and only mine right?

Kingdom of Solitude

Near the stone cold drops from heaven

In between the drizzling sky

Reigns my heart, eager for your movement

Crawling about for one beat from your lips

Oh! Am I mad to be so much in love?

Gazes from above, as the veiled stars mock along

This unforgivable serenity for you

Like a perfidy for the rest, leaving them for you...

Stars falling avoid my path,

Alongside the full moon, diverting its light,

From this bleeding kingdom of solitude...

Hey, I am still imprinted here,

Bolted within the mirrors of your love

In a falling sand castle,

The pillars of hope have cracked

As I see you carrying another queen

Smiling away, shattering my kingdom...

Beckoning you...

The foggy clouds embracing the white moon

With golden stars singing to the dark night behind

With the gutsy wind blowing away my thoughts

I wonder if this sky had embraced me in its hands

The silky water beneath the valley

The lullabies they sing with the trees

All are waiting for the arrival of one,

When the night kisses the moon away

And bosoms the unwilling Sun

Will you be there in my dreams again?

Wavering winds, Staggering breezes

Felt on the awaiting skin

As if your skin is caressing

How is this love so strong?

Only with an uncertain waiting,

The moon sang beckoning the lover…

The gift of Hatred

No matter how much I try to run away

No matter how much I try not to think

Wounds by you just wouldn't heal

Wondering whether you are like that

Always I seek you in shadows

As I espy love in others eyes

Why can't I grasp it?

Why am I the one forbidden to feel that?

Love was sought by an innocent child

Pain was what grew in her through time

Am I paying the debt of loving you?

Smiles come across my face realizing a truth

Maybe this is love after all

The pain never sought, just an another face

To be thankful for this pain

For the moments reality,

Pain was the forbidden love from you...

All this time it was a gift I hated

But now....

My last words as I say, thank you...

Propose

A sunset left behind you,

For this sunrise beneath those eyes

In the gloam, I had been waiting

Holding my breath, till your arrival

Living to see this moment,

When your eyes finally susurrus,

Your hands raring to hold me,

To my heart, when you lips uttered,

“I love you, with each breath"

“I need you, as my soul"

“I want you, with my all love and need",

All quivers dethawed into nothingness,

As the embracement of a lifetime was made

For my being, you are the ideal reason

A graceful path have opened,

With you I will walk to the endless of it...